When it comes to time that is first years, we find myself experiencing unsightly. Exactly just just What changed ended up being that we began dating guys.
We woke up today using this terrible fucking feeling, and I also ended up being like i understand this feeling. How can i am aware this feeling? Where is it feeling that is horrible? After which I happened to be like, oh yeah — this is certainly that feeling from right straight right back once I had boyfriends. We haven’t had one in over 5 years, and I style of thought that those old insecure that is weird We once had had been one thing We simply matured away from.
But, nope. Evidently just just just what took place is that we stopped dudes that are dating.
So what performs this feeling feel just like? Well, like pity mostly. Like I’m not worthy to be liked as a result of the way I look. Like, that any guy that is beside me is just settling because he can’t get just what he would like. But yeah that is… i do believe pity actually covers it. (more…)